Clear as Mud

Lately, my head is riddled with a million untamed thoughts.
A rough, streaming glimpse:

Failure. College. Ready? LSC. Prepare. Decorations! Summer-- over. Almost. What. the. heck???
College. Friends-- old, new. Campus. Ministries? Clubs. Organizations. Classes.
Homework... Dangit.
Missions. Ministry. Husband. Who? STOP THAT. (...Who???)
El Salvador. Elsewhere? Patience. The least... The lost... The unreached. Love. Pain. Empathy.
Servant? Me? Failure. Selfish! Sinful! Manipulative! BUT... loved. Adopted-- taken care of. Forgiven. (MAN.)
Sleep... Deprived? Yes. Home. School. Two worlds... How? Summer.
People leaving. SOON. Patience. (Please?) Next Summer... Where? What? Sleep... mmm.
Jesus. Daddy. Love.
Really. All. That. Matters.



Clear as Mud?
Yeah, that's what I thought, too.

And this is part of the reason why I need Jesus so much. :)